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[15 May 2024|09:33pm] |
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new livejournal name.... bucketof_lies add me
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[14 May 2024|07:04pm] |
I just heard my step mom shout across the house to my sister.... "Chloe, I got some new razor blades for us!"
I need to make a new journal because my dates are fucked up and I want to set my computer to the right date but livejournal won't let me update anymore if I do that. So once I get a new username I can start fresh with the right dates.
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[13 May 2024|03:44pm] |
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Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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[12 May 2024|04:16pm] |
I need money. I'm so broke and I get my money on the first of every month and I always over spend. Then I start borrowing money and that always fucks me over.
First things first when I get paid this week. Buy cat power tickets for me and elizabeth.
Next Friday will be so much fun. me and elizabeth are going to make enchiladas for my family, rent hair spray, and have band practice.
I need to find a feathered head-dress for the wedding, does anyone know where I can purchase such an item for a decent price?
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[11 May 2024|06:14pm] |
I'm back at home.
I hate the weather. hate heat. I want it to be dark, cold, and raining. harsh, angry rain.
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[09 May 2024|08:48am] |
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My coffee is clicking. and the fact that I have to go to my moms house this weekend is putting me into a great wave of depression.
I feel so uncomfortable being in her house. It just seems like one big empty space. far from a "home". I don't even have my own bedroom and I dont keep any of my "belongings" at her house because I am never there. So I try to spend as much time as possible outside even if it's by myself, this results in the common argument about how I never want to spend any time with my own mother. It's so much stress which I could definitley live without. especially at this point in my life.
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[08 May 2024|10:01pm] |
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I haven't had an anxiety attack since october but latley I've been getting these strange waves of anxiousness. My legs and arms will start to hurt and I can't concentrate on anything and if I attempt to push myself to do so, my whole body throbs with pain. My doctor just raised my dose of zoloft from 50 mg to 100mg and I'm afraid that it's not helping but just making the anxious feeling worse. I hate being mentally defective because it only makes life harder than it already is.
Elizabeth came over and we collaged a notebook and watched lost and delirious. and a biography on sex addicts.
I had the greatest avacodo melt sandwich today at the unurban cafe. mmm
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[07 May 2024|04:16pm] |
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Me and elizabeth went to petes and got coffee this afternoon. We conspired and finally came up with a movie for tomorrow night. lost and delirious. I've never seen it but she assured me that it's good.
I feel as though my body is trying hard to eat through my skin.
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[05 May 2024|05:56pm] |
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my art project looks like shit. It's a combination of hideous wall paper and smeared pastels. I still want a B though.
I bought my hair dye and then visited alex at her work. she gave me a free smoothie. it tasted like cough syrup.
Tomorrow I'm going on a field trip for marine bio. We're going on a "research-boat" to pick up fish and look at them. I like short boat rides not too far from shore. but I doubt I will like this one. its 10x better than going to school so I'm sure I will live.
Me and elizabeth are having a movie night on friday!
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[03 May 2024|09:49am] |
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I'm tired of my livejournal name.
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[02 May 2024|06:56pm] |
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It rained this morning so I didn't get to go outside and paint for my class but we did stay inside and I painted a waytoocrowded still life that looks like paint was smeared on a canvas. But other than that, I do love the colors and my art teacher thinks its wonderul.
I didn't go to the art show because elizabeth said it sucked and nobody showed up. Instead I went by myself and got coffee because for some odd reason I was scared and thought it would be a good idea to get out of the house.
I came home and got my report card which was not too good and definitley not what I expected. I am petrified that if I don't get better grades I wont be able to take the high school proficiency test in the summer. pray for me.
life could be so much better but it choses not to.
I came home and took a 30 min. nap, and now I'm waiting to see if I'm doing something tonight with my dad. There was some strange art festival that I was going to go to with him but it's a bit too cold to be outside for more than an hour.
My sister got a hampster today and I wanted one so bad. I am going to go back soon and get the lonley dwarf hampster that was curled up in a ball licking her feet.
I'm not going to rocky tonight.
I really want to rent another movie. be a friend, comment, and tell me what movie to get.
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[01 May 2024|11:35pm] |
I watched the dangerous lives of alter boys tonight. It was a pretty damn good movie.
Am I the only person who doesnt want to see kill bill? I haven't seen the first one, and the second one looks equally appealing (not intersted).
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[01 May 2024|06:18pm] |
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I went to the beach today with sierra alex and elizabeth. played in the water, then went to the promenade to buy my wallet. I sold some girl a hemp necklace this morning that I made, and I sold sierra a bracelet. I'm going to sell a bunch of hemp jewlery tomorrow at an art show in the valley with elizabeth.
I'm gunna try to make it to the cat power show in may. That would be awsome.
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[29 Apr 2024|08:15pm] |
The ATM machine lied to me and said I have no money in my account. When in fact, I have $22.
I will now buy my piece of shit, but waytoocooltopassup wallet from urban outfitters.
I am so tired. and I am going to eat my easter candy.
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[28 Apr 2024|07:37pm] |
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I am sleep deprived. And I hate being introduced to people when all I want to do Is die.
I stole a girls starbucks gift card and replenished my stomach with a bagel and orange juice. Then I pawed my way through sierras bag and took a clove which I proceeded to lick and put in my altoids box for safe keeping.
came home and took a 2 hour nap.
I am going to go watch a movie.
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[28 Apr 2024|04:36pm] |
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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[23 Apr 2024|08:48pm] |
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I'm home, and once I landed in LA I realized how much I truly love Austin Texas. I hate the airport. I feel like I just arrived in Austin but really there is only 3 days left of spring break. If everything goes the way I want it to go this will be my last year of high school.
I took an extreme ammount of pictures and I promise my next post will be full of them.
( Calebdoesntdolivejournalsurveys )
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[19 Apr 2024|10:12am] |
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I wonder who is the oldest person in the world with a livejournal. Damn I hope I dont have this thing when Im old.
My abs are in extreme pain and there is no reason that I can think of that would justify this.
Yesterday we went down to south congress and I force fed phoebe sushi and taught her how to use chopsticks. And then we go locked on the roof of the most shi-shi store in town. I had to climb onto the roof next to us and strategically maneuver my way down a splinter-filled wooden fence.
last night we went to get coffee and I smoked a yummy clove and talked to alex who I really miss.
Now I am going to get a bagel and coffee.
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